Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Mary and Martha

There are several stories in the Bible involving Mary and Martha. These usually leave me feeling uneasy. You see, I identify with Martha. Martha is the busy one, the one getting things done. She works hard and is practical. She doesn't allow herself to feel too much emotion or to get caught up in the moment. Mary, on the other hand, wants nothing more than to be with Jesus. She hangs on his every word. She risks scandal to be with him and show him how much she loves him. I'm a Martha I see all sorts of things to criticize in the Mary's of this world. However, secretly I envy them. I envy the trusting relationship between Mary and Jesus. I am jealous of her desire to sit at Jesus' feet and just listen to him. I wish I could be vulnerable like her. I wish I could be like Mary, but I'm a Martha. I will never be a Mary, but I can become the best Martha that I am able. Serving out of heart instead of obligation. Letting go of my comparison with Mary, I can be just as close to Jesus as Mary. I wrote this poem about Martha.


My Name is Martha
1/18/09

My name is Martha
Cooking, cleaning, serving
My duty
Acclaimed, spotless house
My pride
Hearty kosher meals
My joy

Jesus, Rabbi, Friend
A most auspicious guest
My chance
Unparalleled feast
My worth
Lifetime opportunity
My wealth

There is too much work
Where is Mary?
My help
Wasting time, abandoning
My anger
“Master, tell my sister!”
My justification

“Martha, Martha, Martha,
What do you do?”
My self-righteousness
Your sister chose better
My indignation
You should have done the same
My shame

My name is Martha
My service
Just busy expectations
My heart
Focused on myself
My redemption
Messiah’s sacrifice

Friday, April 29, 2011

Jesus' Last Interactions


This post is a week late, but I wanted to share this with you anyway. This is a poem I wrote several years ago about some of the key players on Jesus' last day.

Jesus’ Last Interactions
8/2/08
Matthew 20: 18, 19
Listen. We are going up to Jerusalem, the Son of Man will be handed over to the chief priests and scribes, and they will condemn him to death. They will hand him over to the Gentiles to be mocked, flogged and crucified and he will be resurrected on the third day.

I’m known throughout the generations
As the betrayer of the one who would save nations.
Judas Iscariot is my name,
I hung myself under the burden of my shame.

Tossing and turning I cannot sleep
Jesus the righteous man whose pain I reap
Approach my husband, Pilate, I presumed
But Jesus’ flogging and torture is resumed

Innocent man dragged before me by the Jews
If I give them what they want, what do I lose?
My wife says let him go
I give him to the Jews, wash my hands-white as snow

I weep to see my son on the cross
I never imagined I would suffer such loss
Jesus said, “John, behold your mother.”
In his shoulder my tears I smother

Look his robe torn and bloody
Let’s gamble as if it where money
It’s your turn, throw the dice
“I won.” With a laugh, “it isn’t at all nice.”

I’m beaten and hung up to die
Father don’t turn away from me I cry
Forgive them for they know not what they do
Take my spirit home, the covenant make anew.

Three times I denied my Lord
My self-hatred snapped like a chord
Forgiven and restored, Peter am I
My life poured out in service, to myself I die.